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Circus of the Mind
Paul Graubard’s Circus Paintings

Imagination and creativity are hidden in that mysterious corner of our personalities, the Jewish neshama. Each and every one of us can uncover that creativity. Once found it can be nurtured and will blossom. Where it takes us is probably as much up to the Ribbono shel Olam as to us. It is clear that it can happen at any time in our lives. One can see this process in the paintings of Paul Graubard.

Paul Graubard lived on the Lower East Side for almost twenty years teaching special education and psychology at Yeshiva University, Cardozo School of Law and the Ferkauf Graduate School of Psychology. He was surrounded by Jews. Then he moved to Lenox, in Western Massachusetts in the heart of the Berkshires and began a private practice in clinical psychology. In a small town, surrounded by natural beauty, he plumbed the landscapes of minds, Jew and non-Jew alike. For almost twenty-five years he was immersed in gemilas hasadim. Then, on a whim, while traveling in London, he took a drawing class and was intrigued. He started to make paintings four years ago.

For some unknown reason a circus, in fact a Hasidic Circus has emerged. Out of nowhere, from the depths of a Jewish imagination, an intriguing and amazing world has sprung to life and come to town.

First we see the Klezmorim, a motley band of five musicians leading the way into the big top of the Hasidic Circus. Their spindly legs march in unison with the angled outlines of their arms creating a visual notation of the music. A flute, a horn, a clarinet become apparent as they shimmy and sway marching right to left, Jewish style. One wonders, does the experience Graubard had as an amateur klezmer musician up in the Berkshires influence these works? He used to play the guitar and sing with a klezmer group and yet Graubard looks nothing like these strange fellows. It seems imagination has taken over.

Next we encounter yet another denizen of his world, the Circus Giant. This lanky fellow is garbed in a traditional clown outfit divided into black and white legs and arms. And yet it is still so very Jewish that his tzitzis alternate black and white too. He presents himself with a bold “Here I am at your service!” ready to perform amazing skills of strength and daring with his peyos flying this way and that. Suddenly you notice that this figure is a cutout pasted on a painted landscape. Tzitsis and peyos of household string are glued on too. What then is this pasted on Yid doing here? Is the artist echoing the foreign, pasted on quality of some Jewish existence?

Now we have entered the Big Top, mamash. In a series of five or six different paintings Graubard explores the complexity of a madly imagined set of circus performances. We see a set of five Hasids Dancing in a row, clad in black turtlenecks, striped jogging pants and white athletic socks. One arm back on the hip, the other angled forward in a kind of Egyptian zigzag, they strut across a multicolored stage in the most amazing formation. Again the peyos, tzitzis and black beards and yarmulkes fix the Hasidic identification, but everything else contradicts all known knowledge. We have never seen any line dance like this except in a bizarre vaudeville dream.

The Circus Parade is replete with multicolored zebras, blue dotted giraffes, a complete marching band, carts featuring acrobats and talented animal performers, all on a green ground under the levitating big top. Music is the subject of Conducting where seven musicians are led by a conductor perched atop a fixed trapeze. The fantastic colored birds of the sky hover listening to soulful tunes as the conductor directs his band with one hand connected to heaven itself. There is a painting of three cutout Contortionists on a special russet colored platform twisted in odd shapes, watched by a lackluster audience in a green field. Finally there are the zebras being exercised. Around the ring they go, multicolored and strange, kept in place by the Hasidic ringmaster with his long whip in hand.

Once firmly inside the circus environment the Biker makes his appearance. This is a series of paintings and drawings that repeat over and over again a haunting motif. A schematic Hasid all in black on a diagrammatic bicycle is racing somewhere. He is always carrying a package on the back of the bike surmounted by a bird. A green bird or a yellow bird, big or small, the bird is there. The Biker is the image of the man in a hurry, bent over in his effort to get somewhere fast. The bird is along for the ride, an ever-present folk symbol of the spiritual in our midst. Is the Hasid at the beck and call of the little bird, racing around and around a circus track for the entertainment of the audience? Does this Hasid become our spiritual performer?

The Ringmaster steps up to the center and announces; “Ladies and Gentlemen, Children of all ages; We have a spectacular bargain for you today! Today and today only we are offering the famous fantastic Two for One.” In this series of paintings Graubard has created a special environment of two paintings within one. The base painting is actually a shadow box a few inches deep painted black. On the inside surface is an image that is covered by an oval canvas that is hung over it. Thus the viewer gets two images. First we see in Yellow Tallis Two for One the oval canvas of six dancing Hasids. They wave their hands joyfully in the air like a bunch of religious cheerleaders. The shadows they cast reveal the fact that these cutout figures are suspended on tiny springs that allow them to move in an easy and gentle way whenever the canvas is moved. The slash of black in the middle visually connects us with the painting of the klezmer musician lurking beneath. This bunch is truly marching to a different drummer as we discover the musician all clad in white with a real piece of a tallis atarah and tzitzis attached beneath the oval. His black face and red lips give him the demonic demeanor of a soulful jazzman.

Finally, Graubard thinks we should have a serious diversion. Zebra Prayers takes us to a new level of circus high jinx. One Hasid on the right is feeding this odd shaped zebra some food (could it be pizza?) while his two compatriots stand davening in a striped tallis. In the background one can make out another zebra leaping over hill and dale. Aside from the obviously fantastic nature of the image, what strikes me is the visual pun between the zebra stripes and the stripes on the tallis we all wear. We don the tallis gadol when we draw close to God and attempt to speak with Him. Is this the natural state of the lowly zebra? Or do we just look alike, this zebra and us Jews, in that we both stand out in nature. God made us both the way we are.

The ways of the imagination are many, mysterious and varied. One thing that seems certain, though, is that Graubard, in his late sixties, has unleashed a formidable imagination upon the Jewish world. While he considers himself an untaught folk artist, his work is not unsophisticated. The careful considerations of color, shape and form in conjunction with a distilled collection of images give his work considerable power and appeal. He has told me that his attraction to images of Hasidim is based on his desire to sing and dance everyday. That in and of itself is an act of courageous imagination and when he has applied it to the world of visual expression, it has developed into a much more complicated and nuanced view of the world in his very unique Circus of the Mind.

Richard McBee
January 22, 2002

Paintings and Drawings of Paul Graubard On view at www.paulgraubard.com

Published in The Jewish Press

 


 

 

 

 

 

 

Klezmorim (1998) mixed media on paper by Paul Graubard

 

 

 



Circus Giant (2000)
Acrylic, collage on canvas by Paul Graubard


Biker (1998)
Tempera and charcoal on paper by Paul Graubard


Yellow Tallis Two for One (2000)
Klezmer, mounted paper on canvas by Paul Graubard



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